If Only

The Search for Happiness

We spend our lives looking for happiness – but are we looking in the right places?

This book tells the story of three people in search of an answer.

Sharon wants to be free to use her body and the bodies of others until she faces life in a brothel.

Andy wants to be a millionaire and doesn’t care how many people he treads on – until his friend dies.

Jacqui thinks she will be happy when she forms her own stable secure family – until personal tragedy strikes.

Nick Pollard tells their stories alongside stories and quotes from films, music, and TV in a way that helps the reader reflect upon their own search for happiness, meaning, and  purpose.